selamat tinggal dan selamat datang

selamat tinggal 2008.
tahun yang paling banyak suke duka berlaku dalam hidup aku. aku menangis ketawa bermasam muke kerana insan yang bernama kawan. aku fed up dengan hidup kerana insan yang bernama kawan dan aku banyak menyusahkan ibu bapaku kerana insan yang bernama kawan. nak wat macamana...benda dah jadi. NASIBLA aku ada EIN/NENEK
disamping aku. dia je lah yang faham aku...dikala aku perlu...dia ada...walaupun aku tepon dan dia cuma ckp AH?? aku cukup lega...at least dia dengar.aku tau aku perlu berubah. jangan ckp aku tak cuba. dalam soal cinta, aku kalah....banyak kali...2008 hurts me sooo bad....aku try....but i failed...but i loved "him" another year....wah...congrats erk...ko menang lagi. aku cuba gila2 lupekan ko. tapi tak leh. kalau aku ada orang lain. sure thing aku dah tak perlu sibuk lupekan ko sebb automatik aku memang lupe punya. till the end of 2009...i'm still alone. it's my fault actually...tahniah pada diriku....tahun 2008...my family...ALHAMDULILAH...aku amat bersyukur pada tahun 2008 ini, family aku happy. kami bahagia....kami bersyukur...tuhan berikan kami rezeki. dengan rezeki yang diberi ALLAH, aku nampak ibu bapaku mmg sangat pemurah. suke tolong orang. tapi soalnya. orang sekeliling kami suke sgt2 buat kami rasa serba salah. ada sahaja yang nak diperkatakan. itu salah...ini salah....itu tak patut dibantu...ini patut dibantu. kesian ibu n ayah...mereka hanya ikut.

selamat datang 2009...
selamat datang 2009....saengil chukka hamnida!saengil chukka hamnida!saengil chukka hamnida! 2009.....

ok...apa yang aku harapkan bermula hari ini. aku perlu ada seseorang yang aku mula sayang. aku perlu...aku dah tua. aku perlu. jangan tanya siapa...kenapa...aku hanya perlu...aku tetap akan sayang pada SHIM CHANGMIN,CHO KYUHYUN dan insan2 yang aku turut anggap dorang sebagai pakwe ak.but i noe life has to go on...i need to be loved...i'm always the giver but i never get the love i need. about friends...i hope i can get all my friends back. especially wani...kenapa aku perlu gaduh ngan dia pun aku tak tau...if she's reading this...tolongla percaya aku tak bersalah!!!! tolongla....takpela....at least aku sentiasa tau dia ok...so aku gembira untuk dia. really i am!!!as in my family...aku doakan mereka sentiasa sihat...gembira macam selalu...i love u guys very much!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!as for my friends...aku bertambah kawan tahun ini....kak yan...kak sha....orang yang tak pernah dalam kepala otak aku terfikir aku akan kawan dengan dorang....and i did....dorang mmg best....

and ein/nenek i hope u will be my friend forever...and ever...and ever...

to NYZA....SYIQA....AIZA....i won't forget u forever too....hope u guys will be my friend forever too

PDA,AWE,kak pni, kak nani, FANI, AJA....love u guys too!!!!

today...we touch!

ok....i dun noe y...*@&^# likes to give high five to me...we touch!!!aigo....


aku menyentuh lupe....bau...lelaki...aku suke....^_____^


aku bersyukur aku kenal

NURUL ASYIKIN
KHODIJAH
HAFIZATUL
FAZREEN
NORFARHANI
SITI HAJAR


aku juga bersyukur mengenali

NYZA
SYIQA
AIZAMIA
ISSA
NUNA
NABILA


aku teramat bersyukur sempat mendekati
WAN HOSNI

jal jeenaeyo-sung si kyung

why eh...suddenly fell in lab with this song...once kyuhyun from super junior sang it on miracle for( by yesung ) i've been searching for this song like foreber!!! then found it after i know its from Sung Si Kyung- Kyuhyun fave singer... but then... i dunno the title... so i just took all of it...after hearing it one by one...then i know it jal jeenaeyo or 잘 지내나요 which means "take care"... when i just sing along with the romanized lyric...tears dah nak fell off...but tahan...then i saw all his perf to this song!! MY GOD!! HE's GOOD! no wonder people said he's voice is worth s million...!!! then...when i read the translation...the real tears fell off!!!

TAKDE FIKIR ORG LAIN...except for her...W..A..sumthing sumhting...i hope u noe who u r..and i hope u take care of yourself!!!




Jal jeenaeyo
romanization by: Shelly (also credit: aheeyah.com)

nalgeun nae seorap sok paraen sajeendeul
ooseumman namgyeojoon komaoon naldeul
peoreel keot hana eopdeon sheegandeul
keoreummada chooeogee twen p'oonggyeong
keudaedo kakkeumeun kkeonaeponeunjee
talmattdeon moseubeun pyeonhameopneunjee
saenggage kkeut'en ajeek naega saneunjee
koonggeumhaedo jal chamapolgeyo
aesseo tageucheendaedo eokjeero keoseulleo tolleendaedo
yejeone ooree moseubeun aneel t'enee

*majeemak keedaemajeo jeobeodoolgeyo
mam pyeonhee gal soo eettge naega peek'yeojoolgeyo
mojaran nae poojok'an sarang
chaeweojool soo eettneun saram mannamyeon
ta eejeodo nan kwaenchanayo

eojjeoda kakkeum nae saenggagee nado
saero-oon saramee mame ondaedo
jeenan naldeure ashweeoomee teul ddaedo
haengyeorado meeanhae marayo
tashee sheeganeun tollyeo seororeul mollaettdeon keuddaero na
toragandaedo keudael saranghal t'enee oh~

*repeat

hoohwehajee marayo
seoroga jeonbooyeottdeon joeun kee-eokman namgyeoyo

eonjenga ooree tashee mannal keudaren
kkok joeun saram kyeot'e eettgeel keedohalgeyo
p'yeonanhan ooseum poeemyeonseo
seoro seuchyeojeena kal soo eettdorok
keureon nare tashee mannayo
keuddaekkajee jal jeenaeseyo

Take care
translation by: Yoonie (also credit: aheeyah.com)

The photos that lie in my worn out drawer
show days of laughter that I'm grateful of.
They're times that I'd never take away,
since each step we made added to the memorable scenery.
Do you ever look at them?
I wonder if your appearance has changed.
Do you ever think about me?
I wonder about these days but I try to keep them to myself.
Whenever we're purposely brought together, you always turn away.
It'd be a lot better if we could go back to the past.

*With this last bit of hope, I'll fold my thoughts of you.
I'll move away so you can go without guilty feelings.
My love was dull and not enough,
so find someone who can fill you up.
It's okay to forget about me.

Sometimes I might come to mind,
even when some one is entering you heart.
You may miss the past at times,
but if it's possible, don't feel sorry for me.
Even if time was turned back and we never met,
I'd still love you oh~

*Repeat

Don't regret anything.
Always remember we were once cherished each other.
When we meet again,
I pray that you'll be with someone special.
I hope we can smile comfortably
as we pass each other.
Let's meet on a day like that.
Until then, take care.

credit to aheeyah.com